Confusing...

wake up in the early morning...this is the moment i hate the most! >.<>

this few days i cant sleep at all.y??what happen to me??eventhough i'm damn sleepy ady,the moment i lying down on my bed,my eyes cannot close.is really torture me!y??am i going crazy ady?hehe.......the thing i know is i definitely look like panda ady!my eyes...dark circle so so serious man!

i wish to cry so much now.wish to hug somebody and cry gao gao!can anybody borrow me your shoulder and give me a hug? =( life is meaningless!..i'm lazy, useless, sad, disappointed, desperate....dunno la!!!arrrggghhhh.......what happen to me??what actually had happen??me, myself also dunno what had happen to me!

for this moment, i cant concentrate at all for my study!ooh gosh, tomorow is my midterm woi...eventhough study,i oso dunno what had i study!my mind langsung not at the book!is fly away....... @_@

i miss my mum, dad, bro, home..............i missss them too much!i wish to go back home and stay with them!i miss my buddies - nat,chean,han..........wish to go back meet u all up.lepaking+gossiping+smoking(stop for long time ady)+drinking......i miss my hometown!i wan go back jitra!but.....i cant!i dont have any holiday!i need to wait until May just can go back home!still got a long time to go!2 months more.......................................... >.<

one more person i miss so much is him....emmm....miss him too much la!hmm...but....nothing i can do!need to wait until May...waiting for uuuu,man~~ ^.^

am i too stress for my study or what?!i'm not so sure about it..i think maybe yes, maybe no!still got other things that make me become like that, is just that i dunno what it is.really cant figure it out!so peik cheik...so frustrating......arrggghhh...feel like wan to punch somebody!!
emmm....i think i will be alright!i hope so.....as soon as possible!

is time for me to prepare myself to go attend classss.....alone in the class....my friends ponteng~ lol...what a pity!