Holiday End...

emmm....my holiday end..is time for me to attend classes,assignemnt,exam....SAD!!!i dont want!!!i wan stay at my home,stay with my mum,dad,han,my dear and all my ji mui...may i???!!
yesterday sit almost 8hr bus to reach kl,i'm damn exhausted,hot,hungry and tired.what a stupid bus!!!i feel that they drive so fast,but why still need so long time just can reach kl??!!i didnt sleep whole night,is freaking HOTTTTTTTT.....so,this morning quite dizzy and now so headache!!!

today,is my first day to college.moody la.....dont have any feeling of excited!!!when i first step into my college,everything still the same.the lift still pack of people.everyone are standing there to wait for that stupid lift.ADP counter...pack as usual..students are asking about result,time table.....
me~~are late for class again...faster rush into classroom and listen to our dearest Miss Chaw's lecture!! >.<....

aiii....tomorow will be the same routine again!!!


i miss u so much!!!!!

Can u??!!!

can u layan me a while?can u stop starring at tht freaking ladtop a while?can u please turn your eyes sight to me a while?can u stop sms with that bitch or not?can u????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!is there anything so important that u have to check now?is there anything so important that both of u need to talk about?can u please stop treat me like a stupid!!!can u please stop let me become an idiot sitting there!can u!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

CAN U!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!??????????????????????????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Semester End...

Emm...i already almost 2 month didnt update my blog!!lol..sudah tumbuh rumput,mashroom....but,what to do,i'm a hardworking student,have to concentrate for my study!!hahaha.....
my semester end again!!lets recall back what i had done through this whole semester?Emmmmm.....NOTHING??!!!DOne Nothing??!!OOH gosh.....i really cant think of any achievement or changes through this semester!such a looser!!!what happen to me?everyday just sleep,eat,assignment,exam!!!others than that-NOPE!!abit changes or achievement oso no,is really a looser,man!shame on u!!!
yu fei arr yu fei...u ady 22,y cant u put more effort for all the thing u need to do??why always so lazy and easily give up??!!is not yu fei type,ok!!dont let other criticize on u anymore,dont break your promise anymore!!proof to everyone,YOU ARE THE BEST!!!proof it!!let those idiots that always criticize you to keep their F****** mouth shut up!!!times is running fast!!you are getting older and older!!dont let something happen just want to start make changes!!is tooooooooo late ady........
having one month holiday!!must really put 100+100% effort for it!!kat fei...dont forget our deal,ok??!!...wong seong and nat nat,must work hard oso!!!lets we all proove to everyone that we are pretty,beautiful,and we are the best!!u will be regret if dont appreciate us!!hehehehe.......

Love Someone...

Love Someone .. . .


If you love some one because you think that he or she is really gorgeous ...
then it's not love..
it's - Infatuation . . ..



If you love some one because you think that you shouldn't leave him because
others think that you shouldn't ... then it's not love..
it's - compromise . . .



If you love some one because you think that you cannot live with out his touch ....
then it's not love ..
it's - lust . . .



If you love some one because you have been kissed by him ...
then it's not love..
it's - inferiority complex . . .



If you love some one because you cannot leave him thinking that it would hurt his feelings ..
then it's not love ..
it's - charity . . .




If you love some one because you share every thing with him ...
then it's not love...
it's - friendship . . .



but if you feel the pain of the other person more than him even when he is stable
and you cry for him ..
that's - LOVE . . .

Exhausted+Happy....

wake up at 730am...ooh..my haed really keep on spinning...is bcause i sleep at 4am last nite..just sleep 3hr++..so tiring man!!faster rush into bathroom n bath,make my breakfast(milo+oat),and prepare my teks book...emm....

we going to putrajaya.there are a hot-air balloon launching.we,photography class decide to go there take some interesting picture!no matter how interesting the scene,also cant compare the hot weather at putrajaya.the time we reach there is abit late.10am something!!our dearest sun is coming out!!is hot like hell man!!but do take alot of interesting picture!hehe...hot+sweat+hungry.....do alot of stupid act!!enjoying there!!

My tired thursday...

as usual,wake up at 745am,to prepare myself going attend class.last nite,prepare my speech AGAIN until 2am..so,this morning really tired!what to do...still have to go college what!during the class.........i'm keep on waiting,waiting waiting..wait for my turn to present the speech..but..unfortunately,is still not my turn.i have to wait until next thursday!!so angry la....dont like waiting like that!!!i hate the feeling of waiting..

after finish class,went back home....washing clothes again!damn lazy man...after finish washing clothes,sister come back already...i waiting for my dinner until dizzy already..hungry...but my mouth got ulser,so so so pain!!! >.<

then,i prepare myself to go CLUBBING...haha....go to barcelona!go to shake my body~we got to shake it off~...i saw zhi yuan there.unexpacted!haha.....first time i saw my freind in the club..hehe...as i know,he is not the kind will go such place..but..time passes,people will also change~~dance until 3am... @_@
reach home already 330am....4am just sleep...
ooh gosh..tomorow need to wake up at 730am..DIE..

Public Speaking Assessment..

starting from monday..i've been busy finding the topic i want to present!what topic should i choose??!!i really dont have any idea....HELP please...after that,i decide to talk about "childhood obesity"..why i will choose this topic,i also dunno..maybe is similar with me...cause i'm fat...!!wakakaka... XD busy of preparing the note,finding information,preparing slide...until 130am just finish all the stuff....i havent memorise it!!lol....sambil memorise,sambil sleeping on the table...i'm so dizzy already..feel like want fainted anytime...then..i just went to sleep already,continue the next day la!!

wake up early in the morning to memorise my stupid speech..what to do,it carry 20marks,i have no choice instead of present it well....but,i really dizzy...feel like wan pengsan already..but still have to tahan....finally,i finish memorizing already...then,i walk to college to attend the class....feel like so nervous..the moment i reach college,shantini told me that Dr.Steven had cancel the class..postponed to thursday..wtf........YYYYY........y didnt told us early......i purposely wake up so early to memorise speech..i purposely walk to college for this speech.....after all...what i get is a notice that class cancel.....so angry,peik cheik.... >.<

beautiful sunday...

i ask sis for jogging...she shock when i say something like that!it is because such plan will never come out from my mouth especially wake up early in the morning to go for jogging...hehe...
ah jie woi....dont like that..i'm serious for it,ok!!

when my alarm ring at 7am,i'm really dont want to wake up.i off my alrm and keep on sleeping.but,when my sis wake me up,i'm still pretending to sleep!i really dont want to wake up la...so lazy!!evil and angle fight each other!finally my angle told me that i have to wake up to exercise..lol....we went to shah alam for jogging.is a very big park,is beautiful there!!after that,we go to PJ for breakfast.but the food we want to eat not open..so disppointed...

when get back home...after finish reading newspaper,i take a nap la...so sleepy!
emm......after wake up..so headache.... >.<... then,i have to prepare myself to having dinner with sis fren..is raining very heavy out ther!!actually is dress well already,but when go out from home,is become wet la....sian.....

but...enjoy my dinner la...is buffer at hotel.... =)

is been long time didn't update my blog already...suddenly just feel lazy for everything..!!
is a busy week i have here..busy with assignment...assignment...assignment!!!so sick of it already!emmm.... >.<...

yesterday,afternoon class had cancel!emm...great!!we all going sing k!ning damn funny la..shout like.........hahaha....actually,we all are shouting not singing!!watever la,just to release our stress! =) after sing k,go shopping a while..but i'm wearinh high heel that day.walaueeee....walk until my legs shout for help...very pain!!next activities..of cause our dinner!we go eat stimboat!4 of us eat a lot...until the people at other table oso turn around to look a us!so embarrassed!but,it is so rude for that stupid guys to look at us like that..no maness!- "ur mum didn't teach u keh,cannot look at people like that"...bull shit them....we sambil makan,sambil scold them!hahaha..... xD we do paid for it ok,people!!after that,shadow ask me go clubbing...wa....my leg so pain ady..but..jst a while with them lo....go to shake shake my body..hehe..but the music that day not good enough,cant really enjoy my dancing there!when i got back home,is 2am ady...

the next day i need to wake up at 715am.......HELP!!!!.....lol....damn sleepy...

Tired....

wake up early in the morning.....is raining out there!!the most comfortable moment for me to stay in my dremas,but unfortunately..i have to wake up to get myself done and go to college!!wtf....still waiting Mr.Francis to cancel the trip..but he didnt..he still want us to went to that park,is raining so heavy out there..how to take picture,sir....lol....everyone is taking an umbrella standing out there to feel the raindrops....wakakakaka.....ah sir woi...u think is dating in the rain meh??!!romance keh??..tolong la!!!...after that,we went to 1U for model shooting...busy taking picture here and there...then,need to rush back to attend basic composition class...damn tired la!

i had promise shadow to play badminton with them..but play at 10pm...so late la..but,no choice la,promise already!!i did play for an hour la..is good to exercise....diet diet....must work hard towards my plan!!!gambate....

when i reach home.....is almost 130am already...after bath,still need to wait my hair dry...until 3am just sleep..... >.< .........

Finally, it's OVER already...

Looking at my title....everyone will thinking about what is over already?!I wrote like this in my msn pm..Then,keat is the 1st person to ask me..here is our conversation:

keat:what over?lew?
ice :emm....dunno how to tell u...
ice : sad.....
ice :CRY.....
keat:really?why?
ice :he........
ice :aiii.......
ice :actually,is my MIDTERM Over already...
ice :hahahaha......
keat:cb la u.....
ice :wakakakaka.......(keep on laughing) xD

First of all,you are rude la my fren!!how could u say like that to a gal(sometimes i oso say that word)!!hehe.....the 2nd person ask me the same question is ah ooi....to all my dear frens,is my MIDTERM OVER la....haha...quite relax now!!finally,is over already!today my presentation...i did my best already!!i just can hope my lecturer wont give me too low the grade!!please.....

Midterm....

Midterm again....dont like la...today's paper is comm and media ethics....everything is about ethics!why we need to study ethics arr??!!emm....i also dunno...izit same as moral?lol....of cause not same as moral la..if same,y i still need to study about it!for your information,i get A1 for my moral in SPM!!what a genius....wakakakakaka..... =)
When i standing outside the exam hall,damn nervous la me!!so scare...worried that i dunno how to write at all.....then die la!the moment i look at the question..."Apa itu??".....which question need to answer ler...5 question choose 1,sound easy,but....which question should i pick arr?dont have 1 question i know how to write at all...die la die la.....i keep busy refer the teks book,notes,brainstorm the point myself....suddenly get stuck...my mind blank..still got any point can fit into my essay arr.....??...aiyo....then i started to look at the person besides me...walaueee...they write alot already!turn to next page already,but...i'm not yet started..paper still blank,my mind blank,everything blank...just write whatever point i have...i just slip into all the craps i have into my essay!the more i write,the more i worry...finally,2 hours paper is over!i definitely will score very bad for this paper...20marks...now i just wish i can get at least 10-13marks,then will be happy for it already!....pray to Ti Kong now!!!hope Ti Kong can bless me....hahaha..... =p
Tomorow still got 1 more paper to go!i think tomorow is the toughest one.is a anlysis and presentation!need to speak in front again?!this is the thing i scare the most la...HELP!!
Aii....wish me all the best la!

Is time for me to take a nap first...tired and sleepy @_@

Is not the right time,my frens....

I've been wishing to go clubbing for a long time already, but i dont have "kaki"(partner)...lol...
yesterday when i call shadow,she ask me wanna go clubbing onot..my mind was "going later?","tomorow exam lo","no need study arr??!!"...and i just rejected her!eventhough i really cant concentrate my study, but there was no way i can go!!my sister and brother definitely will chop me into pieces..... >.<
After a while, my handphone ringing....a message from chien. he is asking me wan go clubbing or not..they are at barcelona!!what....the same question again??!!my answer is still the same! "NO"...eventhough my heart already fly to barcelona, but i still need to sit at home study la!exam la....midterm woi.....concentrate abit!!but i really cant.....not because of clubbing la...is still confusing...

Aiii.....is not the right time la,my friendsssss......

Confusing...

wake up in the early morning...this is the moment i hate the most! >.<>

this few days i cant sleep at all.y??what happen to me??eventhough i'm damn sleepy ady,the moment i lying down on my bed,my eyes cannot close.is really torture me!y??am i going crazy ady?hehe.......the thing i know is i definitely look like panda ady!my eyes...dark circle so so serious man!

i wish to cry so much now.wish to hug somebody and cry gao gao!can anybody borrow me your shoulder and give me a hug? =( life is meaningless!..i'm lazy, useless, sad, disappointed, desperate....dunno la!!!arrrggghhhh.......what happen to me??what actually had happen??me, myself also dunno what had happen to me!

for this moment, i cant concentrate at all for my study!ooh gosh, tomorow is my midterm woi...eventhough study,i oso dunno what had i study!my mind langsung not at the book!is fly away....... @_@

i miss my mum, dad, bro, home..............i missss them too much!i wish to go back home and stay with them!i miss my buddies - nat,chean,han..........wish to go back meet u all up.lepaking+gossiping+smoking(stop for long time ady)+drinking......i miss my hometown!i wan go back jitra!but.....i cant!i dont have any holiday!i need to wait until May just can go back home!still got a long time to go!2 months more.......................................... >.<

one more person i miss so much is him....emmm....miss him too much la!hmm...but....nothing i can do!need to wait until May...waiting for uuuu,man~~ ^.^

am i too stress for my study or what?!i'm not so sure about it..i think maybe yes, maybe no!still got other things that make me become like that, is just that i dunno what it is.really cant figure it out!so peik cheik...so frustrating......arrggghhh...feel like wan to punch somebody!!
emmm....i think i will be alright!i hope so.....as soon as possible!

is time for me to prepare myself to go attend classss.....alone in the class....my friends ponteng~ lol...what a pity!

Finally....

Finally i had create a blog account..if i still dont create it,i'm damn scare to talk to nat.the first thng she will ask is 'blog'..'where is yours blog'....so tention nia!at first,i create this blog is to view somebody blog,but she told me that she had delete all the post ady...wtf!!!lol >.<........speechless.........

nat....i got BLOG ady!!!!!! ^.^